I dunno why, these few days i just feel EMO, EMO, EMO.... haiss, perhaps it's the "qi-fen" that our class has that makes me uneasy, or maybe its bcos of me sleeping LATE everyday. haiss. smmore eds is getting more strenous everytime... ): TIRED, TIRED, TIRED. and some more, i also seriously dunno how do the movie review. will definitely flunk it de lor! ): life seriously SUCKS. ): i just dunno how to be happy. really. since when am i really happy for the whole day? ok. if i really think about it. it will be when i am in usa, in disneyland, LA. and when was that? pathtic 2 years ago. for 2 years i have nvr once felt happy for the whole day. i missed the feeling of happy, yet hated to taste it. cos if i did. the yearning days would be longer to me than ever. hate chung cheng, hate my class. haiss. oh please, save me from the evil knote that are stranglin me. untie me brfore i break down again. everyone has a breaking point and i am afraid i could no longer hold it any longer... make me feel at peace, make me happy, make me feel most loved. i need them....